The source of our actions resides in an unconscious propensity to regard ourselves as the center, the cause, and the conclusion of time. Our reflexes and our pride transform into a planet the parcel of flesh and consciousness we are.
Emile M. CioranFor a long timeโalways, in factโI have known that life here on earth is not what I needed and that I wasnโt able to deal with it; for this reason and for this reason alone, I have acquired a touch of spiritual pride, so that my existence seems to me the degradation and the erosion of a psalm.
Emile M. CioranTo possess a high degree of consciousness, to be always aware of yourself in relation to the world, to live in the permanent tension of knowledge, means to be lost for life.
Emile M. CioranI do not forgive myself for being born. It is as if creeping into this world, I had profaned a mystery, betrayed some momentous pledge, committed a fault of nameless gravity.
Emile M. CioranParadise was unendurable, otherwise the first man would have adapted to it; this world is no less so, since here we regret paradise or anticipate another one. What to do? Where to go? Do nothing and go nowhere, easy enough.
Emile M. CioranAs long as one believes in philosophy, one is healthy; sickness begins when one starts to think.
Emile M. CioranThe aphorism is cultivated only by those who have known fear in the midst of words, that fear of collapsing with all the words.
Emile M. CioranWe are so lonely in life that we must ask ourselves if the loneliness of dying is not a symbol of our human existence.
Emile M. CioranEach time I fail to think about death, I have the impression of cheating, of deceiving someone in me.
Emile M. CioranMy mission is to kill time, and time's to kill me in its turn. How comfortable one is among murderers.
Emile M. CioranEverything turns on pain; the rest is accessory, even nonexistent, for we remember only what hurts. Painful sensations being the only real ones, it is virtually useless to experience others.
Emile M. CioranThe wise man, the sage, is hostile to the new. Disabused, he abdicates: that is his form of protest.
Emile M. CioranTrue confessions are written with tears only. But my tears would drown the world, as my inner fire would reduce it to ashes.
Emile M. CioranA regret understood by no one: the regret to be a pessimist. Itโs not easy to be on the wrong foot with life.
Emile M. CioranTo exist is equivalent to an act of faith, a protest against the truth, an interminable prayer. As soon as they consent to live, the unbeliever and the man of faith are fundamentally the same, since both have made the only decision that defines a being.
Emile M. CioranI have always struggled, with the sole intention of ceasing to struggle. Result: zero.
Emile M. CioranA sudden silence in the middle of a conversation suddenly brings us back to essentials: it reveals how dearly we must pay for the invention of speech.
Emile M. CioranAs far as I am concerned, I resign from humanity. I no longer want to be, nor can still be, a man. What should I do? Work for a social and political system, make a girl miserable? Hunt for weaknesses in philosophical systems, fight for moral and esthetic ideals? Itโs all too little. I renounce my humanity even though I may find myself alone. But am I not already alone in this world from which I no longer expect anything?
Emile M. CioranWere we to undertake an exhaustive self-scrutiny, disgust would paralyze us, we would be doomed to a thankless existence.
Emile M. CioranOur works, whatever they may be, derive from our incapacity to kill or to kill ourselves.
Emile M. CioranIn the hours without sleep, each moment is so full and so vacant that it suggests itself as a rival of Time.
Emile M. CioranI live only because it is in my power to die when I choose to: without the idea of suicide, I'd have killed myself right away.
Emile M. CioranThe importance of insomnia is so colossal that I am tempted to define man as the animal who cannot sleep. Why call him a rational animal when other animals are equally reasonable? But there is not another animal in the entire creation that wants to sleep yet cannot.
Emile M. CioranOnly optimists commit suicide, optimists who no longer succeed at being optimists. The others, having no reason to live, why would they have any to die?
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