Getting clean made me grow up. I feel like all the years that I was using drugs, I wasn't growing as a person.

I did not know that I would grow to be my mothers evil seed and do these evil deeds.

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like.

I just drank a fifth of vodka, dare me to drive?

Now that I understand that I'm an addict, I definitely have compassion for my mother. I get it.

I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be, that's just me.

Music is my time capsule. Each album reflects what I'm going through or what's going on in my life at that moment.