Everything is chance, or nothing is chance. If I believed the first, I would be unable to live on, but I am not yet fully convinced of the second.
Etty HillesumAnd now that I don't want to own anything any more and am free, now I suddenly own everything, now my inner riches are immeasurable.
Etty HillesumI do believe it is possible to create, even without ever writing a word or painting a picture, by simply molding oneโs inner life. And that too is a deed.
Etty HillesumOne must also accept that one has 'uncreative' moments. The more honestly one can accept that, the quicker these moments will pass.
Etty HillesumBecome simple and live simply, not only within yourself but also in your everyday dealings. Donโt make ripples all around you, donโt try to be interesting, keep your distance, be honest, fight the desire to be thought fascinating by the outside world.
Etty HillesumSlowly but surely I have been soaking Rilke up these last few months: the man, his work and his life. And that is probably the only right way with literature, with study, with people or with anything else: to let it all soak in, to let it all mature slowly inside you until it has become a part of yourself. That, too, is a growing process. Everything is a growing process. And in between, emotions and sensations that strike you like lightning. But still the most important thing is the organic process of growing.
Etty Hillesum