I was thinking I would miss the rain. I wonder if you can experience the rain in Heaven, if God will let you dip your wings down... But my biggest expectation now is just to live. I will not go gently into that goodnight.

Everything has positive and negative consequences.

God gave women intuition and femininity. Used properly, the combination easily jumbles the brain of any man I've ever met.

I thought Marilyn Monroe was the most beautiful woman in the world and Elizabeth Taylor breathtaking. But when I see myself on the screen I say: 'Oh shoot! What are they talking about?'

But I must never forget how blessed I have been. God has given me gifts and happiness, beyond any of my simple desires. My deepest desire now is to simply live... So with hope and determination, I'd hold on and go on.

Have I been wiretapped? Yes. But who they said wiretapped me was incorrect.

My number one goal is to love, support and be there for my son.