I was thinking I would miss the rain. I wonder if you can experience the rain in Heaven, if God will let you dip your wings down... But my biggest expectation now is just to live. I will not go gently into that goodnight.

I'm holding onto the hope that there is some reason that I got cancer and there is something - that may not be very clear to me right now - but that I will do.

My number one goal is to love, support and be there for my son.

I feel like a blonde nothingness, alone in my own body ...... Today it's not drugs that fill my body, its despair.

Everyday is a good day, just some days are better

Marriages that last are with people who do not live in Los Angeles.

Im shy. I can go on a trip for days and not go because I wont sit on a toilet seat on a plane. Im certainly not going to go on somebodys lawn. Could you imagine, in a cocktail dress?