For a while after the rape, I was afraid of my own sexuality, because I got raped right about the time when I started developing physically.

I can bake. I made myself some nice French fries once. But otherwise I just eat out. Lots of salad bars.

Rape is the most humiliating thing that can be done to you; it's the most vulnerable that you can be. But once I realized that, I became a stronger person and faced all my fears.

I was so self-critical. I still am, but it's not as bad anymore.

My whole life, people have been saying, "Why are you so angry?"

I just don't really listen to music. I'm probably missing out, but I don't want to know what everybody else is doing. Nobody is strong enough to not be influenced. And I don't mean influenced by copying - I'd be influenced because I wouldn't want to do what someone else is doing. I want to be able to do whatever I feel like doing and not worry about anything.

Because for whatever reason, even though I want to stay home all the time and be left alone, I want to tell the world who I am now.