You're meant to have whatever your heart desires. Whatever your heart wants that much is already a part of you.

I'll be inside the one who holds you. And then I won't be.

Let's not be afraid of anything that can't really hurt us.

I stand here waiting. To disappear or sing.

We both believe in monsters. But all the ghosts and demons are you. And all the angels and genies are you. All the kings, queens, Buddhas, beautiful boys. Inside you. No one can take them away. (Missing Angel Juan.)

Here you go on this long long dream. Don't even try to wake up. Just let it go on until it is over. You will learn many things. Just relax and observe because there is pain and that's it mostly and you aren't going to be able to escape no matter what. Eventually it will all be over anyway. Good luck.

Maybe her own tears were the poison that made her grow.