Here you go on this long long dream. Don't even try to wake up. Just let it go on until it is over. You will learn many things. Just relax and observe because there is pain and that's it mostly and you aren't going to be able to escape no matter what. Eventually it will all be over anyway. Good luck.
Francesca Lia BlockBeauty loved him more than anything, her Beast boy, but, secretly, sometimes, she wished he would have remained a Beast.
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