I've never felt a need to really respond to someone else's writing.
We are here to love. Not much else matters.
What are you doing right now that requires faith?
Do you want to see God more than you desire security?
Can you worship a God who isn't obligated to explain His actions to you? Could it be your arrogance that makes you think God owes you an explanation?
When we work for Christ out of obligation, it feels like work. But when we truly love Christ, our work is a manifestation of that love, and it feels like love.