Christianity was simple: fight your desires in order to please God.
The point of your life is to point to Him...it is His movie, His world, His gift.
You and I are not allowed to tell Him how much He can hate it (sin).
Trust whatever He has for you. It will be better than anything you can plan for yourself.
Do you want to see God more than you desire security?
Because I want to get a lot done, I can sometimes do that in the flesh. If I don't rest in the Lord, and enjoy him as I should, my action doesn't spring from my identity and enjoyment of Christ. When that happens, I end up getting the glory rather than Jesus.