Sometimes we shrink from leadership because our pride makes us afraid of failure. That's not humility.
...I don't think my church's teachings were incorrect, just incomplete.
Show true religion, cause words don't relieve
I want to live so that I am truly submitted to the Spirit's leading on a daily basis. Christ said its better for us that the Spirit came and I want to live like that is true. I don't want to keep crawling when I have the ability to fly.
Do you want to see God more than you desire security?
If life is a river, then pursuing Christ requires swimming upstream. When we stop swimming, or actively following Him, we automatically begin to be swept downstream.