Frankly, you need to get over yourself. It might sound harsh, but that's seriously what it means [1 Corinthians 10:31].

...no worship is better than apathetic worship.

Trying harder doesn’t work for me. Slowly I’ve learned to pray for God’s help and He has become my greatest love and desire.

You and I are not allowed to tell Him how much He can hate it (sin).

The fact is, Scripture is filled with divine actions that don't fit our human standards of logic or morality. But they don't need to, because we are the clay and He is the Potter. We need to stop trying to domesticate God or confine Him to tidy categories and compartments that reflect our human sentiments rather than His inexplicable ways.

It's much less demanding to think about God's will for your future than it is to ask Him what He wants you to do in the next ten minutes.

Lukewarm people do not live by faith; their lives are structured so that they don't have to.