Obsessed people are more concerned with obeying God than doing what is expected or fulfilling the status quo. A person who is obsessed with Jesus will do things that don't always make sense in terms of success or wealth on this earth.

Jesus said go and make disciples, but so often we just sit and make excuses

As we begin to focus more on Christ, loving Him and others becomes more natural. As long as we pursuing Him, we satisfied in Him. It is when we stop actively loving Him that we find ourselves restless and gravitating toward other means of fulfillment

My only prayer for my time with you is, "God I just want these men and women to long for you."

...I don't think my church's teachings were incorrect, just incomplete.

Not being able to understand God is frustrating, but it is ridiculous for us to think we have the right to limit God to something we are capable to comprehending.

Do you understand that it's impossible to please God in any way other than wholehearted surrender?