I always wanted to be a winner, to score goals. There was no massive bravery in terms of my mum passing away and stepping up. I just wanted to score. I know everyone would have given me a pass on it if I hadn't taken it. But I'd have had the hump with myself if I'd shirked it.

I had a chance to go to Italy when I was younger and that would have been tough because of the language. America is easier but I really loved it.

I read Michael Caine's biography. It was about him growing up

I didn't want to be the rebel who was bottom of the class, so I worked hard. They wanted me to stay on for A-Levels, but football came calling - that was my real love.

Remember every team wants to beat Chelsea, probably even more than Manchester United or Arsenal because they believe we have an unfair advantage.

In a way, I've thrived on the competition, perhaps it has made a better player because of it.

For present buying, I go to Harrods because there are great personal shoppers, who point me in the right direction.