I watch actors destroy themselves by trying to get it right.
I now want to be playing parts more interesting to me and more exciting to me.
But I firmly believe that you can't be emotionally free until you are emotionally committed.
As a matter of fact, I rarely ever play myself.
Vampires are sexy to a woman perhaps because the fantasy is similar to that of the man on the white horse sweeping her off to paradise.
You can only lead by example.