A first sign of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die.
Writing is a sweet, wonderful reward.
Art is for the artist is only suffering through which he releases himself for further suffering.
If I shall exist eternally, how shall I exist tomorrow?
To every instant there is a correspondence in something outside time. This world here and now cannot be followed by a Beyond, for the Beyond is eternal, hence it cannot be in temporal contact with this world here and now.
One advantage in keeping a diary is that you become aware with reassuring clarity of the changes which you constantly suffer.