This pleasure comes precisely from the sharpest awareness of your own degradation; from the knowledge that you have gone to the utmost limit; that it is despicable, yet cannot be otherwise; that you no longer have any way out; that you will never become a different man.
Fyodor DostoevskyTwo times two will be four even without my will. Is that what you call man's free will?
Fyodor Dostoevsky