Thus, as a result of heightened consciousness, a man feels as if it's all right if he's bad as long as he knows it- as though that were any consolation.
Fyodor DostoevskyAlthough your mind works, your heart is darkened with depravity; and without a pure heart there can be no complete and true consciousness
Fyodor DostoevskyAnd, indeed, I will at this point ask an idle question on my own account: which is better — cheap happiness or exalted sufferings? Well, which is better?
Fyodor Dostoevsky