For me retiring wasn't hard once I knew that that was the decision I was going to make.

I can't laugh, be happy, present myself at any prize and also win on the centre court.

I was feeling a lot of confidence, so I wanted to take advantage of that and keep playing.

It's amazing, it doesn't feel like it has been 10 years since retirement.

I felt nobody would understand what was going on in my mind.

I lost more then 6 kilograms when I ceased with the top sport. That were all muscles. They are now gone.

I didn't know what was going through my mind.