I am, I am not, I will be, I will not be are vein thoughts which is a sickness and once all are eliminated no desire arises.
This is deathless: the liberation of the mind through lack of clinging.
Winning gives birth to hostility Losing, one lies down in pain. The calmed lie down with ease, having set winning and losing aside.
Kindness should become the natural way of life,not the exception.
What you have become is the result of what you have thought
Believe, meditate, see. Be harmless, be blameless. Awake to the law. And from all sorrows free yourself.