C'est courageux d'aller dans l'inconnu': It is courageous to go into territory unknown.

Really? Was that how you quit me?

Suddenly, it's all too much. Bryn and the bump watch. Vanessa with my high school yearbook. The idea that nothing's sacred. Everything's fodder. That my life belongs to anyone but me.

Her eyes flutter up to meet mine. “Are you hungry?”she asks. Am I ever.

But it's a big ocean. It's an even bigger world. And maybe we've gotten as close as we're supposed to get.

I know. So, I was angry with you. I didn't know why. I was angry with the world. I did know why. I hated all my therapists for being useless. I was this little ball of self-destructive fury, and none of them could do anything but tell me that I was a little ball of self-destructive fury. [...] I knew I was angry. Tell me what to do with that anger, please.

Doubt is part of searching. Same as faith.