Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you.

I get it now. I have to make good on my promise. To let her go. To really let her go. To let us both go.

And I kissed him back so hard, like I was trying to merge our bodies through our lips.

C'est courageux d'aller dans l'inconnu': It is courageous to go into territory unknown.

But still, I find the need to remind myself of the temporariness of a day, to reassure myself that I got through yesterday, I'll get through today.

Someone wake me when it's over When the evening silence softens golden Just lay me on bed of dover Oh, I need help with this burden "Hush

By that point, it’ll have been more than year since I met Lulu. Any sane person would say it’s too late. It already felt too late that first day, when I woke up in the hospital. But even so, I’ve kept looking. I’m still looking.