You know, I thought about that a lot these last couple of years," She says in a choked voice. "About who was there for you. Who held your hand while you grieved for all that you'd lost?

I'll be your mess,you be mine That was the deal that we had signed I bought a hazmat suit to clean up your waste Gas masks,gloves,to keep us safe But now i'm alone in an empty room Staring down immaculate doom "Messy

Because I understand all the ways of trying to escape, how sometimes you escape one prison only to find you've built yourself a different one.

I realize it’s not just Willem I’m looking for; it’s Lulu too.

Fake it till you make it actually worked.

Part of me knows one more day won't do anything except postpone the heartbreak. But another part of me believes differently. We are born in one day. We die in one day. We can change in one day. And we can fall in love in one day. Anything can happen in just one day.

I'm not choosing, but I'm running out of fight.