Part of me knows one more day won't do anything except postpone the heartbreak. But another part of me believes differently. We are born in one day. We die in one day. We can change in one day. And we can fall in love in one day. Anything can happen in just one day.

I'm also starting to wonder something else. If maybe the point of this crazy quest I'm on wasn't to help me find Willem. Maybe it was to help me find someone else entirely.

Don't be scared...Women can handle the worst kind of pain. You'll find out one day.

Sleep would be so welcome. A warm blanket of black to erase everything else. Sleep without dreams.

And the voice grows stronger and stronger, and it’s my voice this time and it’s asking a question: How does she know?

I want to undo this. To make it right. But I have no idea how. I don't seem to know how to open up to people without getting the door slammed in my face. So I do nothing.

he kissed me hard. "Promise me. Promise me you'll spend New Year's with me next year," he whispered into my ear.