Even if you find him. Even if he didnโt leave you on purpose, he canโt possibly live up to the person youโve built him into.
Gayle FormanBut then Mason touches my neck, to the spot on it where the cut from that night has since healed, and I pull away. He was right, after all; it didn't leave a scar, though part of me wishes it had. At least I'd have some evidence, some justification of this permanence. Stains are even worse when you're the only one who can see them.
Gayle FormanI donโt discount a magical hand of fate. I am an actor, after all, and a Shakespearian, no less. But it canโt be the ruling force of your life. You have to be the driver.
Gayle FormanI know. So, I was angry with you. I didn't know why. I was angry with the world. I did know why. I hated all my therapists for being useless. I was this little ball of self-destructive fury, and none of them could do anything but tell me that I was a little ball of self-destructive fury. [...] I knew I was angry. Tell me what to do with that anger, please.
Gayle Forman