I used up every cent I had earned as an actress.

When you have spent an important part of your life playing Let's Pretend, it's often easy to see symbolism where none exists.

I ask myself: would I have been any worse off if I had stayed home or lived on a farm, and instead of shock treatments received rest and quiet and the good medication?

When my mood was high, I seemed normal, even buoyant. I felt smarter. I had secrets. I could see God in a light bulb

I had been introduced to psychotherapy, in which the doctors let you talk, talk, talk, until you find the source of your problem or find another doctor.

I had known Cole Porter in Hollywood and New York, spent many a warm hour at his home, and met the talented and original people who were drawn to him.

I'm not sure I can explain the nature of Jack Kennedy's charm, but he took life just as it came.