I want real things ... music that makes holes in the sky.
I decided I was a very stupid fool not to at least paint as I wanted to.
You get whatever accomplishment you are willing to declare.
I decided that if I could paint that flower in a huge scale, you could not ignore its beauty.
The unexplainable thing in nature that makes me feel the world is big fat beyond my understanding – to understand maybe by trying to put it into form. To find the feeling of infinity on the horizon line or just over the next hill.
If one could only reproduce nature, and always with less beauty than the original, why paint at all?