It's impossible to compete with the dead. I wished I could stop trying.
Sometimes I think I won't ever feel safe until I can count my last days on one hand.
To refuse has so many more consequences than submitting.
Itโs humbling, to become the very thing you once mocked.
Thereโs something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.
Sometimes if you let people do things to you, you're really doing it to them.