When I perform on stage I become those male bullies, those dominators from my childhood. That's probably why it's so scary, because they scared me.

I go feminine, I go masculine. I am both, actually. I think the male side is a bit stronger in me, and I have to tone it down sometimes. I'm not like a normal woman, that's for sure.

I've had more misrepresentations than I can handle, and people have told the wickedest lies about me. A lot of them have taken their frustrations out on me, and I don't like that because it can wound. Not necessarily me, but those around me. Journalists can be so bad.

When I was modelling, I spent half my life staring at thousands of perfect reflections. It got to a stage where I was losing all sense of reality - so after I quit modelling, I took all the mirrors out of my house.

Now when I enter a carriage, it almost empties. But there's always one brave enough to stay.

We're not perfect; we all have things that people might not like to see, and I like to show my faults.

I am an actress first, a singer second.