I'm happy in retirement.

I'm really looking forward to getting back and winning some matches but I'm not thinking about the U.S. Open yet, just getting through my first match.

You win any which way you can. You do what you have to do to get by. That's the way it works in any job.

I don't read all the newspapers.

You can't really describe how difficult it is to deal with. It is any athlete's worst nightmare to be accused of cheating by taking drugs. It really is very difficult to put into words how it makes you feel.

My biggest problem will be lack of match toughness but I am a positive, optimistic person.

It's about you. If you win, it's you; if you lose, it's you. Black and white. Nowhere to hide.