but there's no nation uncorrupted. there's no system that's immune to the misuse of money.

I look back, now, and I know that the naming moment, which seemed so insignificant then, which seemed to demand no more than an arbitrary and superstitious yes or no, was in fact a pivotal moment in my life.

I know now that when the loving, honest moment comes it should be seized, and spoken, because it may never come again. And unvoiced, unmoving, unlived in the things we declare form heart to heart, those true and real feelings wither and crumble in the remembering hand that tries too late to reach for them.

If you could be happy, really happy, for just a while, but you knew from the start that it would end in sadness, and bring pain afterwards, would you choose to have that happiness or would you avoid it?

Of course I wanted to know. I was a writer. I wanted to know everything.

Fanatics have the look of people who do not masturbate but who think about it almost all time.

So when will be the time to get on the train? I think.....a little bit almost quite very soon and not long.