I have a really weird relationship with myself where I'll say, "Do it, do it!" and then, "I don't want to do it anymore, I hate photo shoots, I'm so tired of this!" Or, "I wrote a song, and you're gonna sing it!" then, "I can't hit the note." I want to be a behind-the-scenes producer. I really hate being in front of people. But I'm also obsessed with becoming a pop star.

I don't even wear shoes with heels because I hate making a noise when I walk and people looking at me.

I'm so sick of my own music that I don't know if I can edit another video, which involves hundreds of hours of listening to your own song again and again and again. It becomes so grating after a while.

I'm sad that it's uncool or offensive to talk about environmental or human rights issues.

Obviously, I like things that are cute and aggressive at the same time, but I didn't want it to just be mini-bangs and lip-syncing in a dress. I need to get away from that stuff.

I'm tired of being congratulated for being thin because I can more easily fit into sample sizes from the runway.

From an early age I knew I would be unhappy if I wasn't doing something creative.