True relaxation, which would do me the world of good, does not exist for me.
On my first days here I did not start work immediately but, as planned, I took it easy for a few days - flicked through books, studied Japanese art a little.
There is nothing that special to see when looking at me.
There is no self-portrait of me.
There is always hope, as long as the canvases are empty.
After tea it's back to painting - a large poplar at dusk with a gathering storm. From time to time instead of this evening painting session I go bowling in one of the neighbouring villages, but not very often.