First of all I listen to music. I like music.
For the past ten years I have had no financial problems.
I continued to study Math and Physics on my own, but one and a half years later I realized that I did want to be a composer, and after that I never changed my mind.
However, I began composing as soon as I started taking piano lessons.
I only want to give a metaphysic for my music.
Now there is no taboo; everything is allowed. But one cannot simply go back to tonality, it’s not the way. We must find a way of neither going back nor continuing the avant-garde. I am in a prison: one wall is the avant-garde, the other wall is the past, and I want to escape.