Without discipline, Religion would be impossible
Reality of things is hidden in the realm of the unseen
I can't - and won't - impose my beliefs on others, either verbally or otherwise. I'm not going to judge people.
The vast majority of Muslims would never accept the lawfulness of an active homosexual lifestyle. I don't see that happening. But there is also no authority in the tradition for any individual to take things into his own hands and impose their version of the religion on someone else.
If Islam is not making you happy, then something is wrong with your Islam
People have to be exposed to Muslims, just experience Muslims; talk to them. Reach out, read about Islam, try to find out about it.