In my opinion, New York City police officers are brave.
I like to set up obstacles and defeat them.
If you are just safe about the choices you make, you don't grow.
I thought, I need to be more cautious about my choices - it reflects on who I am.
I'm sure drugs and alcohol perhaps would inspire new thoughts, but it's certainly not something that I use as a tool or a mechanism to create.
I do keep pre-occupied.