Did all this make sense?
I have begun to listen to the teachings my blood whispers to me.
Each man's life represents a road toward himself.
To be able to throw one's self away for the sake of a moment, to be able to sacrifice years for a woman's smile - that is happiness.
I felt knowledge and the unity of the world circulate in me like my own blood.
It is not for me to judge another man's life. I must judge, I must choose, I must spurn, purely for myself. For myself, alone.