Guys make me feel secure and comfortable when I'm scared or need attention. They bring stability. And affection. And fun. And drama. You learn so much from a boyfriend. It's hard to put into words, I guess.

I never feel like I conquered the day and did everything I possibly should have, could have, would have.

Let's go back, back to the Beginning.

When the darkness rolls in, I'll be there through thick and thin.

This was real. And it was me. I had lived that life, and I had died that death. I was staring at the very end of me.

That is what I think about women: We can do so much and take care of so much that we put a lot of pressure on ourselves to fully get it all handled.

I love my mom. I totally look up to her, and she just doesn't let anybody take advantage of me. People might call that a stage mom.