She suddenly understood why she had let him kiss her in the diner, why she had wanted him at all. She wanted to control him. He was every arrogant boyfriend that had treated her mother badly. He was every boy that told her she was too freaky, who had laughed at her, or just wanted her to shut up and make out. He was a thousand times less real than Roiben.
Holly BlackBeing infected, being a vampire, itโ s always you. Maybe itโ s more you than ever before. Itโ s you as you always were, deep down inside.
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