This is my answer to the gap between ideas and action - I will write it out.
Speech isn't for agony.
Balance is compromise. Of the muscles.
In a family, the same spoken lines come in over and over. Intimacy exhausts.
First publication is a pure, carnal leap into that dark which one dreams is life.
I always say that one's poetry is a solace to oneself and a nuisance to one's friends.