The house seemed so empty without him. And I thought about the life we'd been building together for all that time. I realized I was on the brink of losing it all. It just scared me into reality.

If I was a bad character that got away with murder like we see on other shows, I do not think I would like it because that sends a message that you can do these horrible things and never pay for it.

The only problem with the way they do my character is that they have her get redeemed too early.

So, not only am I panicking over the weekend if I need to know my lines, but also if can I get the kids to the zoo. Can I even go to church? I was asking for certain things that would allow me to plan my life a little better.

I have a really great relationship with God. I pray. I read the Bible.

My children are the focal point of my life. I was asking for a little more time to spend with them.

There is really a whole new appreciation when you leave and then come back.