The house seemed so empty without him. And I thought about the life we'd been building together for all that time. I realized I was on the brink of losing it all. It just scared me into reality.

I really like to communicate to my fans. I have a fan club president who I've had for over 15 years.

I had just won the lawsuit against Melrose Place.

So, not only am I panicking over the weekend if I need to know my lines, but also if can I get the kids to the zoo. Can I even go to church? I was asking for certain things that would allow me to plan my life a little better.

It was scary, and I knew what it was like to be an unemployed actress again.

I kind of thought the writers were starting to take Taylor and make her kind of down and dirty.

There is really a whole new appreciation when you leave and then come back.