You're spoilt as an actor if you are in that small percentage that works regularly.
My first priority is to my wife, as hers is to me, and to our child.
I'm too much of a big kid.
As an actor, I'm familiar with having bursts of energy, where you're giving things a try, and then you have down time.
With a woman of sophistication, class and modesty and refinement, I become a totally tongue-tied buffoon. I can't even look her straight in the face.
I've been aware of the work I do as an actor being directorial in feel.