She wanted to leave, she wanted to lie alone face down on her bed and savor the vile piquancy of the moment, and go back down the lines of branching consequences to the point before the destruction began. She needed to contemplate with eyes closed the full richness of what she had lost, what she had given away, and to anticipate the new regime.
Ian McewanI like to think that each book I start is a completely new departure But Iโve learned that whatever you do, readers will have no difficulty assimilating it into what youโve done before.
Ian McewanAbove all, she wanted to look as though she had not given the matter a moment's thought, and that would take time.
Ian Mcewan