I've learned that to expose yourself, to reveal yourself is a test of your humanness.
Passion surprises. One doesn't search it. It can happen to you tomorrow.
I'm in an agreeable state: busy, enthusiastic, curious.
The Method is Judeo-Christian: if you go through pain, you can't miss. Rubbish. I'm more interested in the box itself than what's in it. How vs why.
Before, for me, peace could have been synonymous with boredom.
If I had not passed through trial - through passion, one could say - through these years so painful and so rich, I don't believe I could take on my life and my career as I do today.