One is never ready for success. It consecrates and looses you at the same time.
I have no fear of being less beautiful, I've always been afraid of not being beautiful.
I'm in an agreeable state: busy, enthusiastic, curious.
Today I trust my instinct, I trust myself. Finally.
The Method is Judeo-Christian: if you go through pain, you can't miss. Rubbish. I'm more interested in the box itself than what's in it. How vs why.
To leave in search of yourself, of your real needs, is easier when you don't have to justify yourself to anyone, when there are not too many people bestowing you their attention.