I believe you can't be an actor if you haven't had the feeling of being abandoned as a child.
Nothingness not being nothing, nothingness being emptiness.
I believe in angels, so it's simple.
There has also been much love, joy, evidence of admiration, there has never been one without the other.
To change, that is the most difficult thing to accomplish.
You must take the risk to disclose yourself in order to become more real, more human. And even if the price is high.