But on top of all that, the feelings about Princess, I'd also gone through an entire year of celibacy based on my feeling that lust was the direct cause of birth which was the direct cause of suffering and death and I had really no lie come to a point where I regarded lust as offensive and even cruel. "Pretty girls make graves," was my saying, whenever I'd had to turn my head around involuntarily to stare at the in­comparable pretties of Indian Mexico.

I'd sleep and forget it; I had my own life, my own sad and ragged life forever.

In my medicine cabinet, the winter fly has died of old age.

Holy flowers floating in the air, were all these tired faces in the dawn of Jazz America.

I'd rather hop freights around the country and cook my food out of tin cans over wood fires, than be rich and have a home or work.

Ah Japhy you taught me the final lesson of them all, you can't fall off a mountain.

The words are clear as in the reflection of the world on the water. Therefore write the Word at once, everywhere, from now till your hand is paralyzed, for THERE will be your work for GOD, since you can not work for God in other ways, and would not, & don't know how, or bend that way, from habit, & from talent in the use & signification & arrangement of the Word.