It's all too much and not enough at the same time.
...but I preferred reading the American landscape as we went along. Every bump, rise, and stretch in it mystified my longing.
My witness is the empty sky.
beautiful insane in the rain
And with joy you realize for the first time "Thinking's just like not thinking — So I don't have to think any more".
Oh my God, sociability is just a big smile and a big smile is nothing but teeth, I wish I could just stay up here and rest and be kind." But somebody brought up some wine and that started me off.