...do you think God made the world to amuse himself because he was bored? Because if so he would have to be mean.

and the stars were icicles of mockery

and I shudder sometimes to think of all that stellar mystery of how she IS going to get me in a future lifetime, wow - And I seriously do believe that will be my salvation, too. A long way to go.

You'd be surprised how little I knew even up to yesterday

Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy

I could hear Dean, blissful and blabbering and frantically rocking. Only a guy who's spent five years in jail can go to such maniacal helpless extremes; beseeching at the portals of the soft source, mad with a completely phsycial realization of the origins of life-bliss; blindly seeking to return the way he came

You guys are going somewhere or just going?