Hell man, I know very well you didn't come to me only to want to become a writer, and after all what do I really know about it except that you've got to stick to it with the energy of a benny addict.

Write in recollection and amazement for yourself.

Because in the end, you won't remember the time you spent working in the office or mowing your lawn. Climb that goddamn mountain

One fast move or I'm gone,' I realize, gone the way of the last three years of drunken hopelessness which is a physical and spiritual and metaphysical hopelessness you can't learn in school no matter how many books on existentialism or pessimisn you read, or how many jugs of vision-producing Ayahuasca drink, or Mescaline take, or Peyote goop up with -

I suddenly discovered the delight of rebellion.

Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind.

Everything I wrote was true because I believed what I saw.