equally empty, equally to be loved, equally a coming Buddha

Your Buddhism has made you mean Ray and makes you even afraid to take your clothes off for a simple healthy orgy

In my medicine cabinet, the winter fly has died of old age.

And I realize the unbearable anguish of insanity: how uninformed people can be thinking insane people are "happy," O God, in fact it was Irwin Garden once warned me not to think the madhouses are full of "happy nuts." (p. 200)

I think it's all lovely hallucination but I love it sorta.

Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition.

In my madness I was actually in love with her for the few hours it all lasted; it was the same unmistakable ache and stab across the mind, the same sighs, the same pain, and above all the same reluctance and fear to approach.